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Oct. 25th, 2010

Almost Jessica

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 Its better then I ever thought it could be :-)

Sep. 7th, 2010

Almost Jessica

Been a While...

is it a relationship if the use of the word has never been discussed?

i think yes.

May. 17th, 2010

Almost Jessica

Home again, home again

sometimes all you need are some alternative options to realize that you were happy with what you had all along
...hopefully the realization doesn't come too late.

good break so far - and it can only get better!

Apr. 23rd, 2010

Almost Jessica

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Why must i always be guilty in my happiness?

My life is not simply a comparison for someone elses!
I deserve happiness in whatever capacity i find it !
And I shouldn't feel guilty when a smile appears for reasons I may not have expected.
*Life is what happens when you were busy making other plans*

Apr. 8th, 2010

Almost Jessica

Fresh Starts

The girl who moved out of my apartment left most of her furniture (crappy cabinets that probably would break if moved...but also a good couch, nice coffee and end table) so my new apartment is coming with even more perks - on top of the included utilities and 2 window A/C units. 
Better yet - the living room is even bigger and is better lit than I remember, the bathroom (though an ungodly shade of 70's era mustard) is in decent condition and is huge and the stove looks like its been replaced within the last 12 months. Admittedly the kitchen is tiny, but living by myself in an attic apartment I probably won't be having too many dinner parties. And I've managed with only one countertop before.

I'm so excited, I can't stop myself from grinning from ear to ear. And i have to remind myself that I'm still in school - its not time to lose my head with new-apartment-giddiness. 
But its so difficult when life in my old home is going so well, and life in my new place is looking so good.

Feb. 10th, 2010

Almost Jessica

so much snow

 I'm fairly certain that my deep love for cheese and crackers is closely connected with my deep love for lunchables.

Jan. 23rd, 2010

Almost Jessica

leno/coco movie plot

20 (30? 40?!) we'll obviously be running low on biopic topics. I submit this: may it age like a fine wine.

A woman, a late night talk show watcher and faithful follower of Conan "Coco" O'Brien gets into a car/motorcycle/airplane/barnyard accident and gets antrograde amnesia (right? yeah, i think thats right). Her family appeases her by recording episodes of the Tonight show for her to watch. Somehow the recordings are lost (in some hilarious accident - perhaps humorously mirroring the characters!). This leads a desperate family on a wacky adventure to find an aging O'Brien and try to convince him to record at least one more show.
Of course O'Brien has sworn off talk shows - having been kicked out of late night back in '09 (edit: possibly, a highly successful O'Brien is in far too high demand to meet with these people, hilarity ensues). After a half-hearted attempt at rejection, Coco agrees to once again grace the stage (replica) of the Tonight show.
Cross Promotion Opportunity: In the movie, and coinciding with real life, Coco will regain his coveted Tonight Show position, now that he is older and slower and less talented.

Possible love connections: 
- A character researcher and Leno, who meet during an interview and reek havoc for exactly 5:25 min of film time.
- Old woman and Coco - they work out the memory issue a la 50 First Dates
- Old woman's daughter and Coco - because sometimes those May/December things work out

Jan. 22nd, 2010

Almost Jessica


I  just had an accidental 4:20 smoke, while reading this:


(scroll down).

Jan. 15th, 2010

Almost Jessica

Note to self:

Yacking up jalapenos is exactly as appealing as it sounds....

Dec. 2nd, 2009

Almost Jessica

Nothing? Or Everything?

no list list year
or at least no list right now.
I feel like everything and nothing has changed from last year. Usually I'll have some epiphany and realize how I can try to make my life more satisfying/fulfilling/better. This year I have nothing.
Or rather, I have everything. I'm back in school (no matter how I do this semester) I have great friends dispersed across the country (I love you all - everyone of you, even more so if you are actually reading this).

Yes, romantically I'm as fucked up as ever - but fuck it, I'm having fun. And the more I think about it, the less I want to worry about it. No matter what I'll survive.

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